Friday, December 31, 2010

Last day of 2010~


2010~
my last year of skul life...
learned to let go lots of thing~
growing~

among frens
laugh, quarrels, silence war, crazy times, heart to heart talk, betraying
went through lots~
all this make us even close to each other...

my dearest bro~
he's growing too~ ^^
he don speak nice... bt he's being nice ~ ^^

a great suceed
learned to let go the 5 year guy...
i finally did it~

on the last day of 2010 i've decided to
not stalk, care or do smthg tat make me look stupid...
i'm gonna brin u to 2011..
its juz a joke tat i stupidly fell for..
i've get the fact earlier bt i deny it..
no more fake hope...
now,i get it n the end ~

the more i care, the more it gets further..
guess wat? i wont care or hope anymore...
juz let things come n go the way it'l b~

so bye 2010
n hello 2011
 it will b the whole new me ~

by Winy ^^

Thursday, December 30, 2010

怎么了

还以为习惯了一个人
一个人
自由自在
想干嘛就干嘛

可是最近
我害怕一个人
曾经
有股冲动
还好理智阻止了

在一起时
都会觉得 我 一个人
这才发现我会怕

by Winy

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

ice skating~

went for ice skating tat i dreamt for years...
wuhoo~
at first into the rink its soo difficult... walking like a cacat~ T.T
bt after one round i realize i could skate~ wahahaha
its soo cool..
of course i fell n fell n fell...

one most embarrass is tat i'm fell n ppl above me "woah" soo loudly...
gosh~ its soo ...... aikzzz~

coz of my stupid card reader i cant upload the photos...
arhhh!!

by Winy^^

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Pangkor Trip !! its sooo serious !!!

wuhooo ~
went to P A N G K O R ~
early mor went to skul to gather..
n i realize i'm tooo early ~
should have sleep 10 more min... wahahaha

wanted to sleep in the bus
bt my eyes juz cant stop staring at the tv...
once v reach pangkor theres a 
big taxi mini bus pinkish thingy which drive us to the chalet
all the way v were singing songs..
wow !! beach feel ~

unpack things.. n off v go to the beach !!
seriously.. the water is soooooo....
felt smthg bite me...
n they say its the sea kutu~ *vomit 
treasure hunting at nite bt the wind is sooo strong...
every thing flew away...

i'm hurt during snorkelling..
hahaxx~
1st to get up frm sea bed...
guess wat?
go for photoshooting~
wahaha
one more thing... played truth or dare...
wahaha~ wont forget tat

i needed truth or dare to keep in touch with u
bt it ended on another person.. 
*sob

end up out of my thought...

it could b the last time for us to b together...
i hope things go on better..
bt it all went out my thought...


i juz hope tat everyone could play together...
let go everything...
juz make a good memory for our last moment


i felt akward
bt i tried my best to change it to the positive
building our happiness on others sadness
v r way too wrong ~

stop making decision n conclusion for me ~
n i realize i'm really the one being push away..

again
i'm sorry

by Winy ^^

Monday, December 20, 2010

Bye SPM... n Bye my beloved skul SMJK YU HUA~

havin econ paper for d last day~
finished my paper n stay in class...
waiting for the clock to strike 12 n waiting for the word "masa dah TAMAT"
smile on everyone's face...
the nightmare is finally over~

durin my paper 2 i was dreaming all the way...
cant really concentrate... bt i tink i did well ~
all the flash back came...
my table 
my chair
my classmates
my skulmates
n surely my dear frens
memories in my dear skul~

last day wearing skul uniform~ weehee^^
hope a " how are u " frm u
can i?

by Winy ^^

Friday, December 17, 2010

all of sudden~

went to prom nite yesterday~
actually i don wanna go bt i'm fated to go~ hahaxx
last year they told me bout it... 
n i'm soo i must go~
bt tis year coz of my least 'active' frens..
i'm nt goin~


bt yesterday i receive a call n i went straight to prom...
they nid a photographer..
bt tis last min thing really make me crazy~
first i don hav a dress
second i don noe how to make up
third i don hav high heels 
fourth i actually hav to study
fifth i m a tomboy


thx god.. tat i have such a helpful fren~ ^^
she solve all my prob up dere~
n i realize... ooh~ i'm a girl


during the make up section i was feeling like...
argh! juz call PIngZi  n say i cant shoot for them~
it was soo akward for me to wear dress n high heels...
n the make up.. uncomfortable~


bt i still end up dere~
kinda few ppl... bt it still fun~
one touch me is during the dance...
all the couples dancing 2gether... * great atmosphere 


fated to go to prom???
i guess so~


all of sudden i went to prom
all of sudden i wan a guy
all of sudden i thought of u 
by Winy

Thursday, December 16, 2010

i'm a bad girl~

exam not over yet.. n i'm watching drama~
its drama nt movie n i finished 2.. wahahaha
these days i'm juz lazy to step out the house so i'l juz watch~
aikzzz~ wat a bad girl i am...

下一站,幸福~
nice drama~
before tat evelyn keep ask me to watch...
bt i don wan 
n now i watched n fall deeply love in it~
vanness leng zai jor!!! kakaxx


nxt is my dearest arron~
死神少女~
lots ppl say its great... bt its juz ok for me...
i juz like the last 2 or 3 ep...
front part is like nt much point~
bt arron did a great job~ cheers!!

he really take it as a joke or i rejected too much?
by Winy^^

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

the last day~

真的有不舍...


i'm soo soo tired today...
is not tat i don hav enough sleep...
juz feel soo blur...
i'm half asleep durin my chinese paper
so shit!!


after skul 
dunno y i juz feel like i wanna watch movie
so deperately...
bt it end out watchin pps wif tong at home...
SAW
she like it bt nt me...
i don like tis kind...
at least a movie...


i finally felt end between us


by  Winy

Monday, December 13, 2010

终于 ~

明天应该是会见到你的最后一天吧
五年了...
终于放下了...

未来
会遇到吗?
并没有很希望...
只觉得有点可惜...

我们始终是那两个陌生人

愿你一切美好
by Winy^^

study or chat??? wahaha

wake up early in the mor...
ready for my mandrin last min backup...
wuhoo~
went to mcd... (again =.=)
i'm kinda late.. hehexx *psps
PingZi n CS is there study dy~
all the verb thing...
make me soo dizzy~ @@
bt PingZi mandrin vry best oo ~
understand the whole thing after one mor~
wuhoo ~
had a great time with them~ ^^

CS's conclusion is
PingZi non stop talkin ( actually she teaching lar.. he so bad)
Winy non stop laughing 
He himself non stop talking cold jokes...
wakakaka~

after tat, v had lunch ~
i'm starving... 
n then v started to talk bout reiki...
kakaxx~
PingZi loves these~
me too ^^
among my frens she is the only one who love all these stories...
belive it n don fear it...
sometimes i don really understand y someone would b scare bout it 
someone tell me y??
both of us talk talk talk non stop...wahahaha
CS started to interrupt n making funny things...
hahaxx !!

then~ bck to home n cont study~ hahaxx 

by Winy

Sunday, December 12, 2010

ANTI CAT !!

really dislike cat !!!
ewww...
nowadays my garden getting more n more cats
arhhh !!
tis mor one of the stupid cat went into my kitchen
i started to shout when the cat was running out...
so embarassing !!
cant imagine myself running n shouting out of my house...
thx god its sun.. i guess everyone is still in bed??
hope so ~

he still rmb
by Winy

Friday, December 10, 2010

i'm bck~ ♥

finally my internet line is fine...
whoah!
nearly one month....arr!


anyway i'm havin exam...
2 more sub to go~ 
one week one sub really make me crazy @.@
faster finish spm!!!
 i'm goin crazy d~ T.T


he still cares bout her


by Winy^^

past tense?

made a great decision~^^
let go
forget
leave it


recently, i juz wanna b alone...
it feel sucks...
everytime a decision make me not me...


staying at home
listening to the music
blank in the mind
it feels better ^^


by Winy^^