Monday, December 26, 2011

im sorry


有没有那么一个人,一直住在你的心里面,从来不曾离开过


是不是该忘记 而让自己有选择

除非 你有那本事让我放开 不然我只能说抱歉了

mayb its hurt
bt i juz don wanna waste time
every word frm u  reminds me of him
its painful 
水瓶对最亲最爱的人容易暴走脾气
 特别不好 
对外人从来和善 
常被说人好 
水瓶废话多 
 水瓶座死要睡觉 常常迟到健忘 
对大多数人和事不上心 无视“路人”,
不在意周围 
水瓶座忽冷忽热会有冷淡期 
让朋友有些受不了 
朋友们受不了了吗?

Friday, December 2, 2011

Worst day


The worst day of my college life
early morning, slipped n almost fell
Presentation day
worst presentation i've ever done
everything prepared *snap 
GONE
my slide was totally different to my script
it was really a big F
having headache the whole day coz lack of sleep
after class, i juz wanna rush home n forget the day
darn it! there's no bus~
at nite summore get scolded..
today is a big STUPID day~! F!

*i'd wanted to smile
  bt it looks idiot n i hate it.. *everything SCREWED 
水瓶自信起来全世界都属于自己
自卑起来自己是世界的弃儿
冲动起来没带大脑
理智起来象只冷血动物
爱得狂热起来连呼吸都忘了
冷淡起来对方的存在都可以忽略不计
粗心起来鞋子可以穿反
细心起来可以把别人感动到流鼻涕眼泪
坚强起来走在刀尖上都不会哭
软弱起来连个决定都要问别人

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Bury n WakeUp

being lifeless for days..
bury up things
and
its time to wake up

have a drink
go energetic
start everything again

world, the crazy girl is bck 
Winy
 
水瓶座
对最亲最爱的人容易暴走脾气
对外人从来和善,常被说人好
废话多,对话过程中不知不觉就会灌输自己的想法
死要睡觉,常常迟到健忘
对大多数人和事不上心,无视“路人”,不在意周围,太自我
忽冷忽热会有冷淡期,让朋友有些受不了

Thursday, November 24, 2011

重逢

想念以前的朋友,
我却害怕重逢。
我不知道阔别多年后的重逢对大家来说是好还是坏
我怕自己太念旧
怕他们改变太多
怕时间给了我们不想要的。
但愿
我们仍然可以保持曽经那样的微笑,
用曽经那样的语气,
轻声的问候一声
你还好吗
Winy

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Promise Broke

I've promise to smile upon u


i promised myself 


but


when its about u


its not that easy


n i hate it


digging out things graved


and i can imagine u giggle


pls act like last time
“让人捉摸不透,
不知道是真的开朗还是伪装的开朗。
”水瓶座前一秒哭泣,下一秒或者下一秒的下一秒仍然会微笑

Monday, November 21, 2011


狂 笑
大声的 笑
没理由地 笑


这样 脑袋 才会 暂时 停止 想  你


狂喊
大声的 喊
没理由地 喊


慢慢的 喊掉 所有 你 的一切


想狂哭

答应了 不再为你流泪

Sunday, November 20, 2011

每当想起你
超想到 孤岛上
对大海 大喊 
我多想你
再安排个人把我打晕
打走一切有你的回忆

该道歉
跟自己说声对不起,因为总是莫名忧伤;
跟自己说声对不起,因为曾经为了别人为难了自己;
跟自己说声对不起,因为伪装让自己很累;
跟自己说声对不起,因为很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜;
跟自己说声对不起,因为倔强让自己受伤了;
生活还在继续,我微笑着原谅了自己

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

imma camera girl

i love shooting
either photo shoot or video shoot

holding camera instead of pen
analyzing photos instead of calculating
snapping photos instead of memorizing words 
walking around instead of siting down

how much do i hope tat im doing those
bt
sometimes reality is not the thing for u to choose

anyway
im sure i'l do my best !
laziness!! get off !
Winy 

水瓶座的女生
是一个很可爱的小孩子
心情时好时坏的她
可能只要说几句话就会开心的飞上天
总会有很多突发奇想的怪点子
来整蛊你让你睡不着觉
她其实很简单
伤心的时候
只需要一个大大拥抱就好
沮丧时
只会和关系好的人
说或躲到角落去哭泣
我就是这样

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Sometimes


it feels great walking in crowded street
smiles, laughter, giggles
on everyone faces
it attracts me

walk, shop, eat
without any doubt

of coz its great to have a partner

bt im satisfied with wat i have now

single 
♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥
Winy

有时候很神经质,前一天还很热情,后一天就很冷淡了。
在遇到不开心的事情时,喜欢安静,不爱说话。
要是你足够了解他,请在这时候不要打扰他,
他不想说的东西,你问再多也没用,
他要是想说的,他自然会告诉你。

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Lady? Girl? iam one

i juz realized ~
woops ! imma girl

i do miss the ballerina days
in future my baby girl will b a ballerina
if she's willing too of coz~
its juz gorgeous
Winy 

其实水瓶女很小孩,当她爱的人做了一件小小的事她都能感动很久。
当她爱的人说了一句甜言蜜语她就会幸福的笑很久,
有时水瓶女做事也不经大脑,想做就勇敢去做,
所以水瓶女想要的总是很简单且很容易满足。

Pissed



these days im seriously not in a good condition
pissed off, not felling well, assignmets nt done, test coming on n on
pimples popping out  :(

had headache continuosly
thx to the chatime milktea im soo damn having stomachache n headache
everytime things hung up in d middle of the air
discussion seems to b useless whenever there's no conclusion
to me.. a special day is meant to b celebrate
bt everytime its juz a fail
lack of communication
everytime meeting no one show up
really cant accept the presentation today

i juz sudden dislike tat person soo much.
mayb he'd cross my line too much
and now im not in the moon
so my mind choose to put all the blame on the person
pity him

well, juz hope tat i dun get sick at tis soo to b said critical moment.. oh pls

these days felt like having McFlurry :(
spend on event too much
cant even afford myself one
pity me


讨厌没有自由空间,和不信任的问东问西
当他们问什么的时候,你有所保留的答案
他们最不喜欢的

wow~! its end~ :(


Finally, grand finale..
everything went on soo fast~
at tat day i was like, omg soo fast grand finale~




miss them soo much..
in this competition i did learn lots~
lightning
angle
concept
thx to the awesome photographers ^^

before the nite i was soo stress and worried bout the live competition
so do Felina.. and the both of us went for the rehersal
bt it actually end out the stage nt ready and v cant do any test shot
i stayed up til 2am @@

and its the day!
had test in the morning n rush to kl live
i was soo panic as im late and i might effect Felina as well
coz she's fetching me dere..
bt as soon as we got dere, everyone relaxing and having KFC~ =.=
ltr on, joshua told me tat live competition is cancelled~
i was like HUH?? i did research for weeks... zz

bt, at least the BIG stone in my heart is GONE~!
and i enjoyed the night
a BIG THUMBS UP to the comittee! woots

im actaully a vry shy person..
mayb lots of you boo-ing..
bt seriously, in front of a bunch of new friends i still feel not soo me
im soo regret to be soo shy.. omg , winy tham is shy ~
due to my shy, i din even dare to snap photos with them.. screw me !
argh!


my model
a big thx to her too !
okay, im short~ i knew it
 
my team's designer

Winy
见一眼,便知道自己喜不喜欢。
一个动作,一句话,一个神情,
都是瞬间吸引他们的东西。
通常他们都很绝情,
微妙的一点,
他们瞬间对一个人死心。
对他们来说,细节真的可以打败爱情。
这就是水瓶座
这就是我

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

There's Once

all the while
it was juz my own imagination
once it was u, it'll always b u

i don have the right to say anything
yes
i'll juz keep it inside
way deep inside

screw the me hu cant forget a stranger~

Monday, October 17, 2011

go crazy with the girl ♥


woots~!! the girls are bck to the place where they once tried to skip class n now missing it much 

went bck to secondary for badminton..
who knows? 
there's 2 sapo go in to the court happily surrounded by indians
n here come an indian who called himself a coach and kicked them out
it was soo seriously PaiSeh ><

so, they walk around the school taking photos
the memories.. 
and it started to rain.. 
both of them run through it n have the idea tis ugly look should b in the camera! wahahhaa

2nd, tutti fruit~!! 
finally gt to try it..once v get in n start taking photos.. guess wat?
the waiters laughed at us.. bt v STILL cont... wahahhahaa
bt, seriosly is tat akward? 

finally, v went for badminton..
while playing i was attracted by a little boy
OMG~ he was soo CUTE... aww 
for the last 15 min.. i guess?
the girl gt tired n both of us start the photo thingy again...
wahahahhaha~!!
both of us do  photography

*its great to have a bestie who have
 same hobby
 same dream
 same thougt

p/s* JieYan Lai   i wan a bestie potrait, i wan to b a food blogger, i wan angmoh, i wan us to b neighbour ~ teehee ^^
♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥
Winy


水瓶座吃软不吃硬
经常口是心非
很乐观又很悲观
安全感不多
有点感性
有些话即使害怕错过也不说;
常常被人骗
小敏感;小洁癖;小心软
害怕受伤;总说自己不孤单,其实很寂寞
对陌生人冷冷的,熟悉后就嘻嘻哈哈
总表现的很坚强,其实很软弱
总被人误解,却不愿解释

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

studio shoot ♥

had competition last sat..
its a studio shoot~! totally blank about it..
nervous & afraid
once im dere.. all this feeling is GONE
wahahha
had breakfast with the photographers while everyone is feeling sick n sleepy
went bck to studio to have short brief
and
TEST SHOT~!!!
oh my! everyone is now awake!
figuring out the lightning v want,discussing among each others,and of coz PLAYing~
v were enjoying being models n photographers
played for the whole morning while v wait for the models
finally the models are here!
the designers sure did a GREAT job~ the costumes were wonderful!
my designer~
when i saw pieces of cloth (the undone outfit ) n she sitting aside sewing the clothes
honestly, i felt like crying n worried
(and of coz i din cry)
finally, its done n its my turn!
i felt im like a crazy girl pekcek-ing during the shoot..
i cant get the lightning as i created for my test shot :(
i start to b panic n i actually dunno wat am  i shooting~ aww :(
nvrmin! a least i did learn lotssss about lightning skills
most important i did have fun!

*specially thx to the others photographer
  all of us was more like friends other than competitiors
  v share , give advice and help each other ♥
thx to Jeremy and Joshua soooo much to help me set up the lightning
and of coz Felina  hu always comfort me and others giving me lots lots lots advice
the last bt not the least~
thx to the commityy! for organizing such a great event!(of coz included my handsome cousin hu fetch me! )

♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥
Winy


水瓶座
热情可以把你融化
冷漠可以让你对自己产生怀疑
霸道往往叫你无可奈何
聪慧让你连连叹息
冒失让你斜线三条
固执让你火冒三丈
幽默让你觉得人生并没有那么多不快
故装的坚强会让你产生想疼惜的念头
这就是我

Sunday, September 18, 2011

imma LazyBump ♥

imma imma big big LazyBump
♥ laying on bed doing ntg
 facing the comp tinking something else
♥ lying on sofa watching...erm.. dunno wat~
♥ hug my ladybird n start day dreaming

its great to have someone cute to b a lazy bump with u
♥ sitting dere staring at another lazybump

♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥
Winy

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Funny :)


blog is kinda emotional these days
many funny happened yesterday.. wahaha
juz some memories

1st day of test.. it din went on well bt i do laugh n yell the whole day~ 
wahhaa
its account test and lecturer is soo cute
v go in early..
and needed to wait for 5 more min to start
n he went and look at the clock, waiting for it to strike 5
he waited by looking at the clock~ =.=
he lost patience and took the clock down n change it to 1 min left
and he cant hang the clock back~ *cute
another teacher came to help out
and then he continue staring at the clock~ the whole class was looking at his move 
and of course
everyone burst to laughter.. wahahah

dinner time there's a oldies 'choir' singing in the parking lot
and it was seriously annoying until an uncle come out n 'quack quack quack'
theres actaully a song includes the quack sound?
wahahaha

* a vry random n i noe its soo not funny in words
♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥
Winy