Figuring out the new world.

Its been a week. Degree Life. New peoples. New environment.

I've been reliable the past years.
No matter where i went im always lucky to have a someone.
They'll be with me. Allow me to be flighty like a kid. Go crazy with me.

But, this time. My luck seems to be away at the moment.
I'd pray for a someone to accompany me to the soo unfamiliar place.
Obviously, i end up alone up there.

Now is when i met different kinds of people.
For the first few days, im totally a weirdo feeling soo much of awkward-ness.
It makes me felt strange and soo #foreveralone.
Miss my friends back in the city.

Till the last day of class. A girl approach me.
She told me she was alone and ask whether she could join me.
Of course its a big YES from me.
As we talk, it was nice and there's no awkward thingy around.
Its great.

Hope the both of us could be great friends one day.

It’s not easy to have friends that match you much.
Seriously, this is all about fate.

瘋起來的時候非常瘋狂,誰也阻止不了
安靜 堅強 掩飾內心的脆弱

Moving forward

i'd speak it out.
everything.
wat im afraid, concern bout, sad for, regret for.
him.
sometimes i do talk bout him bt not everything.
i knew i wil b shedding tears. so i hold on.
tis time i let it tear.

im lucky enough tat there's someone willing to listen and help me.
she's not afraid of my tears.
she told me.

its not about how to forget or let go.
its about how are u goin to admit and accept

just a glance.

and that person is in ur mind.

one more peep.

and that person is in heart.

no intersection.

bt u misses that person.
for years.

curious, regrets, unbeliveable.

this is what they call it

soulmate. 

交心

我。交朋友 是 交心的。

每次的利用与背叛
让我对现实产生了恐惧
受够了

也许这还不是最恐怖的
可我不想承受了

必须少一点 的 在乎
必须少一点 的 诉苦

尽量 只以文字发泄

应该不会疯掉吧




Nobody is picture perfect.
i forgive when you apologize

bt now. i only forgive for a sincere apologize
i knew ur attitude wasnt good.
bt i gave u chance again and again.
and u used it again and again

now i have learnt.
not every friend u make will be your best friend
not every friend u have treat you sincerely by their heart


its enough being a dumb.

水瓶座对于自己不喜欢的人基本上是三懒政策：
懒得搭理、懒得说话、懒得联系。
想顾全对方的面子，不知道如何拒绝对方。
特别希望对方能看出自己做法的端详后就别理自己就好了。

Pain

During that time

none of my friends was there

felt helpless

he came

bt i c his shadow

This time

my friends were here

bt i don talk much bout it

instead i was laughing

you came

and i still c his shadow around

bt one day his shadow will be fade away by a him

 

对待感情弱智的人，

骄傲的人，

遇到爱情就卑微的人，

念旧的人，

表面装作无所事事内心却纠结无比的人，

粗枝大叶的人，

不喜欢给别人结果却善于等待别人给予结果的人，

单纯人。

该怎么办

害怕
不知去向
 

im kinda lost. i guess

dare not to plan a thing.
i cant see wats my nxt plan gonna be
it should me going to kampar to cont my degree.
even though im not really into it.
bt im afraid my maths screw it.
im soo damn afraid.


the usual me should be hanging out wif frens.
bt now i don really feel like.
i dare nt to date anyone.
what if i cont to b here again for months?
i dare nt to look for jobs.
as i might not b here if i success to cont my studies.


im soo stuck.

独自一人的时候会迷茫拿著手机不知道做什么。

和不熟悉的人在一起很斯文不说话

但一熟悉起来你会发现瓶子的单纯和没有长大的心、

爱玩什麼都敢尝试，很多时候瓶子懒的连下楼买早餐都嫌烦。

dunno hu to talk to.
yes. i have many frens hu is willing to listen to me.
bt nt much of them knew bout tis.
only the old ones.
bt we are quite apart nowadays
n it will b awkward to bother them. i mean at tis moment.

even myself was bored of this boring n emo thingy.
it was soo hard to forget
it was soo difficult to turn 'the him' to 'who him'
it was too deep inside.

i don feel well everytime i miss him
im juz making myself an idiot

waiting for an impossible n letting go the possibles.
its helpless

夜晚是她最容易释放感情的时候

 水瓶座冷漠，她只是不懂得如何交际，她只是习惯性地竖起身上的刺。

担心受到伤害。也有人说水瓶座疯癫，她只是收起她的忧伤，用笑容埋没脆弱。

她不会在众目睽睽之下展露脆弱，她会偷偷地躲在被窝里哭泣。

C A R E

Everyone was saying i care too much 

and its hurting me

i care bcoz i don wanna lose anyone

yes, we might have to let go some ppl in every stage of life

bt if we never make any effort to keep in touch

for me, i noe i will regret one day

someone said

i set a style of my friends

n when they don act like wat i thought

i get sad

bt i don tink so

if we were frens arent we suppose to noe each other?

i felt sad is bcoz we don usually act tat way last time

we used to talk 

bt now i barely noe anything bout them

after years?
our promise as bff?

♥♥  ♥♥♥♥♥  ♥  ♥♥♥♥

Winy

自己心理明白付出不一定有回报，但是宁愿别人负我，我也决不负人。

Mr Pervert

yes. u have nice looking face.
bt u don have height.

yes. u have a sweet mouth.
bt at the meantime u always talk with no brains.

before saying people "fat hao"
look at the mirror u see clear for ur pervert face.

before saying people have jealousy on ur booby goddess
think twice and realize why should we.

acting sweet , talking nice in front of people
and saying the opposite at the bck.
well, great actor u are.

not only i see u in this way.
bt even ur own friend have the same thought of u.

make some change before people look down on u ~

Winy

I care for every of you

Being too safe

Being protected

makes me
not understanding
difficulties 

survived by friends who arent as lucky as me

i wish to help out

i wish to understand 

i knew i cant fully understand wat u r going through

bt at least 

tell me

let me help

sincerely, frm me

 情绪化，容易不安，极度缺少安全感
生气起来很凶，但是不轻易生气。
心里面家人最无价却和朋友关系比较亲密。
不切实际，却又很现实，
是个矛盾的个体

My BAD

i knew i called things off often
i wanted to meet up bt i don have the courage to date u

im afraid juz in case i have something on and i had to call things off again

i had a fren who care all about her fren

she'd be with me when i nid a fren
she was there when im desperately needed someone

i dunno whether she still have me as her close fren

bt for me

im afraid of losing her as i am a failed fren to her

miss the moment 

she came n said she misses my bed instead of me

such a nice fren i had

不善于改变，喜欢的，就会一直喜欢；

不喜欢的，就永远都不会喜欢。

可以为朋友两肋插刀，可以做任何事。

但讨厌被别人利用

The Truth

Candles infront of me
its time to make a wish
once i close my eyes
it was full of him
end up 

i waste a wish

从来不喜欢和别人抢东西，希望在身边的人都是心甘情愿的留下来。

人来人往中，要对一个人上心不容易，初接触的人都被他那种不冷不热的态度吓走了。

但真正走进心里的人，就会发现水瓶对人好起来是没有底线的。

its feb ♥

apart for tis moment

might fix things

care the one who cares u

hold the ones who holds u

meet the ones who finds u

水瓶座对自己认定的好朋友很在乎，什么事情都想管，对于普通的朋友基本上是不闻不问。当好朋友不理会自己时会很着急，害怕会失去这份友谊。水瓶座会对几个朋友特别的好，好得让人嫉妒。

Welcome to the new year !!
Happy2012 ♥

In tis brand new year

im looking forward for the crazy life 

peeps! since they say its gonna b the end of the world

so lets rock it till the end ♥

葡萄酒庄园

欧式古堡

一望无际的葡萄种植园

象征丰饶富足的生活

新郎新娘就在这里立下婚姻的誓约。