Pain

During that time

none of my friends was there

felt helpless

he came

bt i c his shadow

This time

my friends were here

bt i don talk much bout it

instead i was laughing

you came

and i still c his shadow around

bt one day his shadow will be fade away by a him

 

对待感情弱智的人，

骄傲的人，

遇到爱情就卑微的人，

念旧的人，

表面装作无所事事内心却纠结无比的人，

粗枝大叶的人，

不喜欢给别人结果却善于等待别人给予结果的人，

单纯人。

该怎么办

害怕
不知去向
 

im kinda lost. i guess

dare not to plan a thing.
i cant see wats my nxt plan gonna be
it should me going to kampar to cont my degree.
even though im not really into it.
bt im afraid my maths screw it.
im soo damn afraid.


the usual me should be hanging out wif frens.
bt now i don really feel like.
i dare nt to date anyone.
what if i cont to b here again for months?
i dare nt to look for jobs.
as i might not b here if i success to cont my studies.


im soo stuck.

独自一人的时候会迷茫拿著手机不知道做什么。

和不熟悉的人在一起很斯文不说话

但一熟悉起来你会发现瓶子的单纯和没有长大的心、

爱玩什麼都敢尝试，很多时候瓶子懒的连下楼买早餐都嫌烦。

dunno hu to talk to.
yes. i have many frens hu is willing to listen to me.
bt nt much of them knew bout tis.
only the old ones.
bt we are quite apart nowadays
n it will b awkward to bother them. i mean at tis moment.

even myself was bored of this boring n emo thingy.
it was soo hard to forget
it was soo difficult to turn 'the him' to 'who him'
it was too deep inside.

i don feel well everytime i miss him
im juz making myself an idiot

waiting for an impossible n letting go the possibles.
its helpless

夜晚是她最容易释放感情的时候

 水瓶座冷漠，她只是不懂得如何交际，她只是习惯性地竖起身上的刺。

担心受到伤害。也有人说水瓶座疯癫，她只是收起她的忧伤，用笑容埋没脆弱。

她不会在众目睽睽之下展露脆弱，她会偷偷地躲在被窝里哭泣。