Fate

Fate can be beautiful and also cruel.

At this moment of my life stage, people leaves.
And it's pain feeling this way.

There's a girl seem to be my precious sister ever.
While we're still kids. We meet everyday.
Once, we wake up we'll look for each other and stick together till night.
Then, she moved.
We meet every half a year, then once a year.
Now, i don even remember the when we was the last time we met.
I just somehow miss the little bossy girl.

Im always having that naive thinking that i want to keep in touch with ALL of them.
yea i mean all.
Growing up make me realize that's nearly impossible.
Everyone have their own path.
Everyone start to be different as things we experienced.
and there comes the distance, the gap.

Just that im not good at letting people go.
i misses them everytime, everyone.
bt yet, i don have the guts to call them up or mayb have lunch.
im afraid to interrupt their life.
or maybe i couldnt resist a no?

I just miss you peoples.
Fate make us meet each other.
No matter the bads or the goods. Memories stay. 

new place. new life. strange faces

coming here all alone was it really the right decision?
cant the future of my social circle.

is not that i don want to meet up new people and hang out with them.
it's just that it's soo difficult to get into them ~
most of them had their own gang.

yea~ there's a girl who people see us as best friend.
i dont see it that way.
i might be my problem.
i just cant stand it when some people can just simply make promise.
when u talk big and do nothing, that's the most irritating stuff .
its quite a gap between us.

and i have a bad temper
yes. i admit.